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Name: Steph [aim] xx ErLyNoVmBr xx
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 11/17/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: Softball
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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

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Hey..

Yesterday was really depressing. It sucked.. 'Cause two nights ago me and Patty had this whole discussion about Tom and whatever. I found out that she liked him, but I didn't know that before. And that was kinda not cool 'cause I've liked Tom for a while now.

So whatever, I go into school and Patty was talking to me in the morning about how she wanted to go out with Tom. To be honest, I was pissed.. Anyway, so I went the whole day like not talking to her. Then right before tutorial she comes up to me and asks, "If I went out with Tom would you be mad?" I said yes, because that's the truth. So she said, "Fine, I won't go out with him if you don't want me to."

So I'm like alright everything's fine. Nothing's gonna happen. Patty and me are cool. But then I come up the stairs from turorial 'cause I had cool orchestra, and Tom's there at the top of the stairs. He comes up to me and says, "You're gonna hate Patty even more now." And I'm just standing there with this really confused look on my face. Then he just says, "We're going out now." So yeah, okay, Patty lied to me and now they're going out. I went back to my locker and like cried.

So I go home and I'm like asking people if they wanna hang out. Turns out like everyone but me had plans. So I IM Lissa and she's not doing anything so we decide to go bowling. So it was gonna be Lissa, me, Tom, Patty, and possibly Carly. Well then Carly can't go. Then Lissa ditches me to go to Erin's. So hey, it's me, Patty, and Tom. What a fucking coincidence. So I figured what the hell, I'll just have them over and deal with this. So they came over. Now I think I handled it pretty damn well.... heh... But I'm still pissed. I mean I love Patty and I think we're hanging out today, but still, it was mean.

So yeah, the whole Patty situation sucked. Lissa ditched me and that sucked. Brandt ditched me, but she had a reason, heh...

Yeah so that's how yesterday went... And today, I dont know...
Well Brandt, good luck with the interview and let me know how it goes. I love yoooooou xoxoxoxoxo

<3 steph


Saturday, February 21, 2004

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xx ErLyNoVmBr xx: i mean im not even goin out with tom anymore but she thinks were gonna end up like having sex behind a bush or something

mmnme17: hahahahaha

mmnme17: i dont get it tho... shes not afraid of me and you having sex behind a bush when we hang out


HAHA Lizz I love you! Lol You're fricken messed up..


Hey guyyyyys!

Brandt came over last night.. We had a froot loop fight. Haha good times..
But then she had to go to her grandpops birthday.. oo brandt i hope u had fuuunnn haha

Uhh then this dog trainer guy showed up and was showin my mom how to like uh.. train the dog i guess? i was online so idk..

umm then he left and we got pizza. i was eating with my brother when i choked on the cheese it was pretty funny. my brother punched my arm and it came out so.. yeah.. i didnt know that could work.. hah

then kira called and she might sleep over tonight or i might go there after softball practice and then well have the usual sunday routine... u kno.. practice at 8 am, breakfast after practice, batting cages, watch kira catch at a pitching lesson, go to rite aid, go ice skating in shorts... jk bout that but yeh.. im excited.

sooo i have to go get dressed cuz i have a coin drop for softball in a little bit...

xox-<3 steph


Thursday, February 19, 2004

Alright.. Rachel just IMed me.. and as pissed as I am at the whole thing, I don't hate people. And I don't like it when people hate me. So Rachel I'm just gonna say that you told Gianna what you THOUGHT you heard, kinda like that Kincus bitch does to you in english which is annoying, but honestly you were wrong. I wouldn't talk about Gianna and you should know that. And you could even go ask Jim. We weren't talking about Gianna you know who we were REALLY talking about.

So yeah, for everyone who heard about the whole thing, I did NOT say anything about Gianna. I wouldn't and I don't ever plan on doing so. I love Gianna and I wouldn't call her a "punk wannabe" because..
1) She's my good friend and..
2) I think I can come up with something better than "punk wannabe".. and..
3) If I REALLY hated Gianna, I think I'd make sure she knew it.. If I don't like you, trust me, I'd let you know...

So yeah I didn't talk about her and Rachel I don't wanna hate you but you're really not making an effort to make this any better.. So yeah.. Just stop this shit.. This whole thing is stupid..

--steph


Wednesday, February 18, 2004

Today was like "See how long it takes to piss Steph off Day"

People we constantly asking "Are you still going out with Tom?"
I'm like "No.. I'm not.. Why?"
They'll say "Oh, it just seems like you are. You guys were so cute. Are you SURE you're not still going out?"
Um..YES GOD DAMNIT IM SURE I THINK I'D KNOW IF WE WERE STILL GOING OUT!

Damn it was soooo annoying.

And then that whole Gianna thing which everyone knows about. I also never called Gianna a "punk wannabe". First off, I love Gianna. Second, if I didn't like someone, I think I could come up with something better to call someone..
Yeah.. so.. I'm not on the best of terms with Rachel right now, because she's the one who started this whole thing.. And I'm having such a great conversation with Gianna about this now.. Haha..

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Umm yesterday in gym we had that sexist sub. WHAT A FRICKEN CASEROLE.. how do you spell that..? i dont know.. BUT I HATE HIM! He was like "Yeah girls suck at sports" and whatnot. I was so pissed. I'm the only girl in my gym class with any athletic ability so I was like busting my ass to prove him wrong. I guess I didn't do good enough so next time I see him I'll just.. beat him up or something. Or I can just work 10 times harder. Even though I went to the point where I got my fingers dislocated.. heh..
Yeah so I hate this guy and um... he sucks..

Yeah well that's all..

--xox Steph



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